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From the Mother of a girl withType 1 Diabetes: How does it feels?

Let me tell you how it feels.

It feels like you have done something wrong, like you are being punished for being a poor parent but someone is wrecking revenge on your child.

It feels like you want to cry your heart out but you know you need to be strong for your baby.

It feels like an explanation for all that has passed before but still it stabs like a knife.

It feels like you want to do anything in your power to change places and it feels like you are useless to help.

When my six year old daughter was diagnosed with Type 1 diabetes I went into an emotional state of shock, overpowered by guilt for not knowing the signs, horrified that I hadn’t noticed the weight loss, overwhelmed with fear of how she, and in turn I, would cope.  For three days my world became a hospital ward, my searches on Google became repetitious, my life became filled with needles and carbohydrates.  It passed in a daze, punctuated by ready meals, I remember hugging my eldest girl, I remember cuddling her to sleep whispering that it was all going to be alright.

Trying to be strong for my daughter almost broke me, when Molly was diagnosed it felt like the last straw, I tried so desperatly to not let her see my fear whilst I tried to learn all I could about this incurable condition.

We are now 1000 injections on.

I could not be any more proud of my daughter.

Since diagnosis we have learnt a new normal, she manages her own injections, she can cope with a hypo, she goes to friend’s houses for tea, she knows to climb out of a pool when she feels ‘wobbly’.  She fights hard for inclusion, to not be different from her peers, but sometimes she is excluded purely because not all grown-ups understand.

Type 1 Diabetes is a lifelong condition – there is no cure.  Without insulin my daughter will become seriously ill, there is a risk of premature death.  Wherever she goes, whereever her footpath in life takes her, she will take insulin in her pocket and I will carry worry, silently, in my heart.

But I want to give her wings, I want her to see the world, I want to watch her fly.

But there is research…

There is hope….

Research has already changed the future for kids like Molly.

If she had been diagnosed in the fifties she would have had a one in three chance of dying within 25 years of diagnosis, that would have made her 31.  Research has changed this fate.  Now, according to the NHS, 7% of Type 1 diabetics die with 25 years of diagnosis – I am still not a fan of these figures.

I don’t want my daughter to be reliant on an injection for the rest of her life, I intend to spend my days campaigning, fundraising, and searching for a way to ensure her quality of life is no different to any other child her age.

We need more research, more understanding, more investment in a cure.

This week is Diabetes week, for more details look at Diabetes UK and see what you can do to raise awareness.

Remember the 4 T’s that are signs of diabetes…

Thirst – Drinking more than normal

Tiredness – Low energy, sleepier than usual, exhausted and moody

Thinner – Losing weight

Toilet – Going to the bathroom more than normal, bed wetting 

If you can share this post to help me raise awareness I would be more than grateful.

If you wish to donate to Diabetes UK to help fund lifesaving research please visit www.diabetes.org.uk

Thanks

Molly, aged 7, nine months after diagnosis, sitting on a beach in Portugal, living life not limiting it.

Comments

  1. Donna @ Little Lilypad Co says

    June 10, 2013 at 9:15 pm

    I have nothing but admiration for you both xx

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    • northernmum says

      June 19, 2013 at 9:30 pm

      Thanks Donna x

      Reply
  2. Liz Burton says

    June 10, 2013 at 9:16 pm

    What a beautiful photo of Molly.

    So glad that you’ve found ways to cope and get on with things as ‘normally’ as you can. Such an emotional post, thank you for raising awareness x

    Reply
    • northernmum says

      June 19, 2013 at 9:30 pm

      Thanks x x x

      Reply
  3. Coombemill says

    June 11, 2013 at 6:37 am

    Molly is lucky to have you Jane. You have supported her so well and of course I will share. I had no idea of the 4 symptoms and I’m sure I’m not the only one.

    Reply
    • northernmum says

      June 19, 2013 at 9:30 pm

      Thanks Fi

      Reply
  4. Gerry C says

    June 11, 2013 at 8:50 am

    Thought provoking post Jane – I hope, and expect, that you all live your lives in as full and rewarding a way as possible. Shared on Facebook.

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    • northernmum says

      June 19, 2013 at 9:31 pm

      Thanks Gerry x x

      Reply
  5. Emma says

    June 11, 2013 at 3:04 pm

    Such a thought provoking post – and remembering that is is also carers week, take care of yourself too. xx

    BTW Molly is a little star!

    Reply
    • northernmum says

      June 19, 2013 at 9:31 pm

      Thanks emma

      Reply
  6. Circus Queen says

    June 11, 2013 at 10:27 pm

    What a lovely photo of her. She looks so much like you! Thank you for bravely sharing your personal story of life with this condition. I will share this post. x

    Reply
    • northernmum says

      June 13, 2013 at 8:16 am

      Thanks so much x

      Reply
  7. older mum in a muddle says

    June 12, 2013 at 1:25 pm

    Wonderful post. Your daughter looks beautiful. You are both so very, very strong. I was struck by today’s figures, they still aren’t great – I don’t think I ever fully realised how serious type one diabetes is. The way you are handling this, I am sure Molly will lead a very long and fulfilling life. She is doing so well with what she has to manage. XXX

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    • northernmum says

      June 13, 2013 at 8:15 am

      Thanks lovely lady

      Reply
  8. older mum in a muddle says

    June 12, 2013 at 1:31 pm

    Ps I just donated! X.

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    • northernmum says

      June 13, 2013 at 8:15 am

      I LOVE you!

      Reply
  9. Suzanne says

    June 13, 2013 at 4:08 pm

    I’ve read every post about Molly and her diabetes and the one that touched me the most was when somebody said to her they couldn’t inject themselves and her reply was ‘you would if you were going to die’. Straight from the mouths of babes. What a mature little girl she is. You must be so proud of her. xx

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    • northernmum says

      June 14, 2013 at 11:29 am

      I am, thanks xxx

      Reply
  10. Richmond Mummy says

    June 16, 2013 at 6:20 pm

    Hard to know what to say but thanks for writing this post and making us all more aware, I will of course share x

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    • northernmum says

      June 19, 2013 at 9:23 pm

      Thanks so much x xxx

      Reply
  11. Baked Potato Mummy says

    July 15, 2013 at 10:13 pm

    You are both doing so well. It must be so hard for you both.

    I developed gestational diabetes during pregnancy and lost 2 1/2 stone in the 3rd trimester as a result. But I’m lucky in that it went when Potato was born. It was hard enough for me, a grown up, coping for just a few months. I can’t begin to imagine how much harder it must be for a little girl to comprehend and manage.

    Thank you for writing and sharing x

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    • northernmum says

      July 17, 2013 at 9:54 pm

      xxx

      Reply

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