No time to say goodbye…

This morning life was normal, it made sense, you were still in my world and my world was complete.

Had I known that last night would be the last time I would talk to you and the last time I would look upon you I would have said more than simply ‘goodnight.’

I would have told you how much you meant to me, I would have told you I cared, I would have told you how at times when all about me is collapsing into madness you were my one link to sanity the one I could rely on to never change or let me down.

How will I tell the kids that you are now an angel in heaven, swimming in the big man’s pond……

I will be strong,

I will avert my eyes from where your tank once stood, I will remember with happiness the times you swam up to the glass whilst I poured the kids cereal.   I will forget the time we went to Spain and forgot to feed you but will remember with glee the happiness that overwhelmed me to discover you were still alive when we came home.

Making a cup of tea wont be the same without our little joke ‘do you want one Muffin?’ as I pretend to tip kettle water into the tank whilst you pretend to hide behind your castle.

I will smile at our times together on the kitchen side, I will beam when I remember how blissfully silent you were, I will wipe away the tears when I recall how not once did I have to wipe your backside or clean up your wee. 

Such a young fish, so full of promise, flushed away.

Muffin Blackmore – 2008 – 2011 – one helluva goldfish

Rest in Peace!

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  1. RIP Muffin. A sad day for goldfish around the world. My thoughts are with you at this difficult time…x

  2. Helloitsgemma says:

    I’ve wet myself – I think that’s what muffin would have wanted.

  3. Steph says:

    FIP Muffin (float in peace). May he/she rest easy in the big fishtank in the sky.

  4. The Moiderer says:

    ok was I supposed to laugh out loud at this or is that me being uber insensitive??

  5. TheBoyandMe says:

    Oh bless him! Do you know what though, that’s quite old for a goldfish. I became really attached to our goldfish and was gutted when they either died or I got rid when I had The Boy.

  6. Muffin? Muffin????

    *note to self. Do NOT let the children name pets. EVER*

  7. My fish died. It was proper dead and when we sent it off to fish heaven (the loo) the shock of the cold water brought it back to life!

    It lived another 4 days then died again. We tried the same revival method, but alas, Bubbles was truly gone.

    RIP Muffin.

  8. Mcai7td3 says:

    Blimey you did really well. Ours may have died after about two weeks. I thought it was struggling to breathe and OH pointed out it was lying on it’s side, dead! RIP Muffin.

    • I feel this post has highlighted the need for people to have licensces before owning fish. The amount of fish killers out there seems immense. I an starting a save the fish club, whose with me?

  9. I’m sorry. I laughed. Is that awful?

    I think it’s fabulous that you wrote such a great post on this topic! Skills.

  10. Claire says:

    Our 3 goldfish died yesterday…they’re together!!!

  11. Ah RIP little Muffin!

    I recently won a very cool fish tank but we have not set it up yet. After having the joy of Muffin would you recommend Goldfish as a pet?

    • Goldfish are the best pets!

      I’ll tell you why:

      1. they dont make any noise
      2. they dont make any noise
      3. they dont make any noise

      do you need any more help maling up your mind?

      J

  12. Mama-andmore says:

    That was seriously good, almost had me welling up there

  13. Mama-andmore says:

    Sorry, didn’t mean to be flippant! Sorry for your loss… I’m still smiling though ; )

  14. Farewell Muffin, my fishy former fellow pet.

  15. I think you needed a photo of a toilet :-)

  16. Li-ling says:

    if you had 50 guppies like we do, you’d have 49 others to ‘play’ with :)

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